"Living at risk is jumping off the cliff
and building your wings on the way down."

- Ray Bradbury

Saturday, May 31, 2003
o wells.. coach sort of asked him if he wans to come back.. he's in the team again! bleahs.. dat's gd cos i'm not used to not seeing him arnd during training :)

o yah.. today after the elections and stuff, he smsed to ask me how my speech and election went.. hahaz.. was q happy though i felt v guilty and sad over sth.. hahaz.. but i guess there's nth i can do abt the thing dat makes me guilty.. so i shall not think abt it, or let it spoil my mood..

i think there's sth wrong with him today lor. toking alot of rubbish. 1st he asked me if he got chance, den he say got snr lyk me and the snr happens to b andrew. he say andrew told wendy, wendy told him. so spastic. den later he ask me if i still wan to accompany him on monday. i asked him "y me" den he said "mm cos i interested in u??.." damn sian lor. dunno if he's joking or not. ended up getting v irritated..

Friday, May 30, 2003

it's so early.. hafta go for training at kallang by 8.30am.. feel kinda sian. just now, the 1st thing dat came to my mind when i woke up was him lor.. the tot of him not coming for training anymore makes me sad.. i think after talking to him last nite, i lyk him even more lor.. (although i think everytime i talk to him, i also lyk him more and more. bleahs) it's lyk.. i also dunno how to put it, but in a way, it made me feel alot more for him lah. anw, i'm glad he trusts me enuf to let me read the email though it made me feel v sad for him. if i din read the email, i wldnt have known some things cos he doesnt show it on the outside at all.. haiz.. i dunno lor.. think i'll freak out just b4 the elections start.. haiz.. so scary.. but heck lah. if i dun get in, den dun get in lor.. sumhow, i feel dat i'm not gd enuf anw.. hope he doesnt 4get abt monday.. dat will really disappoint me though i'm happy enuf dat he actually asked me to accompany him cos he cld'v asked any other person. mayb it doesnt mean anything lah.. but little things lidat is enuf to make me v happy liao lor.. :)

he let me read dis email he sent to mr yong.. i read liao, feel even sadder. there'r some really private things in the letter so i shall not say y i feel sad.. but dunno lah.. i'm not usually a v emotional person, but after i read it, there were tears in my eyes.. i think mr yong's wrong to b so mean to him. cant he b more understanding?

i'm seriously vvvv depressed now. was so worried dat he'll get sacked cos mr yong was really v bad to him just now. he was talking to us abt discipline again, and everything he said was aimed at him lor. cld c him from where i was sitting and he really luk v sad lor. just told me he resigned. i'm damn sad. dunno wad else to say..

anw he asked me to accompany him after sch on monday.. i suppose i'm feeling happy, but i think the sadness neutralises it.. haiz.. and i'm getting v nervous abt tmr's speech.. haiz.. dunno if i'll get in or not.. if i dun get in, i'll b disappointed but i cant say dat it's unexpected lah.. cos after all, i still dunno alot of snrs.. he's asking wenkai (guys captain) abt my chances.. but wenkai wun say anything.. hahaz.. really think he's damn nice.. haiz.. i'm sad and happy at the same time. it's a v weird feeling..

Thursday, May 29, 2003

what number are you?

this quiz by orsa

hm.. just suddenly remembered feeling v happy with my life on the way home today.. i dunno y, but i just feel really³ happy with every (or i shd say MOST cos i dun happen to b v happy abt taking lit.. bleahs) things in my life lor.. it's lyk.. nj isnt as bad as i tot it'll b, i'v made some really nice frens, i love canoeing, blah.. think dat alot of things r going the way i wan it to.. esp. the things concerning him.. it's a v nice feeling noez? hahaz.. i kinda feel lyk i'v found myself again after leaving ny.. i remember alot of things abt my psch.. but i really cannot remember alot of things abt ny lor.. it's lyk, it's all erased from my memory.. not dat i'm complaining. i think the last 4yrs was the worst time of my life. i'm just sososo glad to b finally out of ny. but i think 2yrs of jc life is kinda short.. think i'll really miss nj when i leave even though there's still q a long way to go.. anw, i hope my frens in other jcs r enjoying themselves in their schs as much as i am enjoying myself.. :)

What's Your Beauty Aura?
sharon, your beauty aura is Carefree!

In beauty, as in life, you don't believe in being weighed down by anything unnecessary or frivolous. From makeup to soaps — you like to keep things as simple and easy as possible. You stick to what's tried and true — simple, flattering colors and tactics with lovely results. You're not likely to get too stressed out over a wrinkle or a gray hair. There are far more important things in life to worry about.
Your freedom from frills allows your natural beauty to shine through and gives you a playful, happy glow that makeup simply enhances. As for pampering yourself now and then, you've got better things to do. Alas, all work and no play can also take its toll on beauty. Sometimes a massage or a new lipstick, while not necessary on the surface, may be just what the doctor ordered. At the same time, you're perfectly happy not spending money on things that obviously don't work for you.

OoOOohh.. vivienne decided dat kelv's the one for her.. she asked if i lyk any1, but of cos, i changed the topic. hahahaha! dare not tell her lah.. later leak out.. i will die. bleahs.. anw, felt so happy today cos saw him 3 times!! haha.. once in the morning when we did our morning exercises, once in the canteen during lunch and after sch when i was walking out of sch with beatrice.. the 2nd time i saw him, it was v close up lor!! he was only abt 3 steps away.. so near yet so far.. bleahs! think i was damn lucky to c him again after sch but q farny lor.. i had dis feeling dat he was at the bball court so i turned to luk there and the 1st person i saw was him noez?! haha.. happiness...~*

hm.. bought a new pair of track shoes today.. cost me $155.. but not bad lah.. the original price was $230+ lor.. hahaz.. tmr, saturday and sunday got canoeing camp.. hope training wun b too tough during the camp.. hahaz.. anw, the exco elections' going to b on saturday! hafta prepare a speech.. more or less tot of wad i wan to say liaos.. haha.. hm.. hope i get into exco....

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

is dis a happy day or wad?! having a vvv nice time chatting online with him while doing research for stupid PW.. suddenly doing research for PW doesnt seem so bad.. hahahahaz.. i think i'm going crazy noez.. i'm lyk happily floating arnd the room lor! haha.. though we'r talking crap, but it's v nice lah.. esp the part when he said:
".....i always haf gd impression of u..hahas" (he said he thinks i'm the cool type.. heex)

and also dis part:
"hahas
wah lao
gd wat i can be ur husband grandpa bro in law n alarm clock"
*note the "husband" part.. he probably din mean anything lah.. just trying to b stupid.. but still... :D
**doesnt matter if u dun get the part abt him being my grandpa, bro in law and alarm clock. it's sth we talked abt last time..

anw, i was just wondering, can pple actually die from sheer happiness? hahahahaz! wah lau.. smile until my face is going to crack liao... -grinz-

damn happy man!!! he said mr yong dowan to sack him liaoz!!! yay!! happiness~!!!!! hahahaha.. feeling damn happy now.. sigh.... o wells.. wad can i say? YAY!!!

saw my shifu on the way home just now.. q stupid cos we were talking when i suddenly remembered abt the donation card i was supposed to fill up, so i told him to keep a lukout for 970 in case my bus came when i was trying to find some change for him so he cld donate his $2.. and somehow, he din c the bus coming, but i did at the last minute, so he flagged for the bus while i was desperately trying to dig out money.. anw, he was holding my hp and my stick (used for training) so he was lyk going "ur hp! ur hp! gogogo! dun worry abt the money, just run." while i was going "my stick! give me my stick!" hahaz.. was q farny :) found it pretty weird dat i was more concerned abt the stick than i was abt my hp cos my hp is my bao bei. it proves dat i'm a true canoeist at heart huh? heex..

Monday, May 26, 2003

o yah, dat day vivienne told me abt some q interesting things.. hahaha.. abt her love triangle ("aww.." hahaz).. she said she lyks zw and kelv but not v sure if they lyk her too, though she told me she'z q sure dat zw noez she lyks him.. haha.. q farny.. i think kelv's q interested in her lah.. but zw already got xin shang ren, so i guess she'd better gif up hoping lors.. cos anw, i dun think zw is the type who goes for viv (if u get wad i mean, yah?).. which reminds me.. huimin said dat sum1 else also lyk him!! aiyah.. q sian dat he's q popular but it shows i got gd taste yah? hahaz.. anw huimin said she dun think the other girl poses a big threat to me.. haha.. but i dunno who dat girl is lor.. huimin refused to tell me.. haiz.. but nvm.. now dat i haf some competition, i will put up a gd fight no matter who she is!! hrmph.. gen wo zuo dui, jian zhi shi zhao si! bleahs...

anw, andrea and tammy came to sch at 6.30am to run!! nv tell me :( haha.. but nvm lah.. i ran 10rnds during PE.. though q sad, my timing after 6rnds was 12:47min.. 19s slower than my 2.4km run for napfa.. but nvm lah.. i wasnt really running as fast as i cld cos i wan to run at least 10rnds to make up for the run dat i missed with andrea and tammy.. q happy with myself.. :) must go for such long runs more often..

got free period now cos mr lee's not coming for econs tutorial today.. hahaz.. damn lucky cos i think i'm supposed to take econs test today.. bleahs.. had geog test in the morning.. think i'm not going to do well.. haiz.. not enuf time lah.. den i also din study.. just tried to remember the things i learnt from geog in sec sch.. haha.. hopefully can pass lah.. but of cos, who dowan to do well rite? -shrugs-

was alittle late for morning training today.. think i really haf a prob with keeping time cos i just love to dilly dally at home until the last minute.. kept wishing dat all the traffic lites wun turn red and hoped nobody wld flag or press the bell to alite.. but things just din go my way lah.. the stupid bus stopped so many times.. but luckily got snrs who were late too.. and they havent started "imaginary dragonboating". haha.. q cool.. just stand up and pretend to row the db cos we hafta coordinate our strokes and stuffs..

think the snr guys were doing their morning run on the track when i ran to the pullup bar area.. was too busy running as fast as i cld to notice who were running on the track.. but nvm, i still got to c him when they came back from the run.. heard from huimin dat he came in 1st for road run.. so zai! hahaha.. bleahs.. i dunno if it's true lah cos she wasnt v sure of it too.. but i think even if he din get 1st, he'd have ran q well too cos he was a long dist runner mah.. later got training again.. hope will have more chances to c him arnd.. :)

Sunday, May 25, 2003

i just did sth STUPID on purpose and den i accidentally did sth even MORE STUPID. but okay, at least i haf sth to make up for it, so it's not dat STUPID after all.. :) my STUPID plan worked! yay!! hahahahaha.. *ingenuity~* (dun ask me wad STUPID thing i did. i'm not saying. bleahs.) lalala~~~

i got eye infection AGAIN.. just went to a 24hr clinic to c doc.. got MC for tmr, which is damn gd cos i'v not done my hw, but damn bad cos it means 1 less day to c him. oh wells... i'm crazy rite? -shrugs- i dun care!! i wan to b crazy!!! bleahs.. he was still online b4 i went offline to c doc.. came back 1/2hr later den he's gone liao.. i wld love to think dat he went offline cos i went offline and he tot i wasnt going to come back on. haha :) but i wun noe the real reason lah.. cos he's not online anymore..

hm.. mayb i shd go sch in the morning just to c him, pass my MC to stupid Teo den go home, so at least i get to luk at him for awhile.. heex.. but hafta c i can wake up or not 1st.. oh! speaking of slping, i dreamt of him leh! but it was q a stupid and senseless dream lah.. cant really remember wad happened in the dream, but i noe he wad definitely in my dream. hahaha

i'm damn sad noez.. today mr yong came to kallang though he said he wans to take 1mth off from training cos i think he's q pissed with the team lah.. but anw, he had to come cos he's teaching the 1star course and during the debrief, he was still q unhappy and scolded us over some issues.. den there's dis part when he said "...i told mr low i wan all those who r at fault to b suspended and i wan 2 pple to b sacked from the team, but nth has been done.." so sad lors.. he's really serious abt sacking him leh.. (i dunno who's the other person who's gonna get sacked) haiz.. but i'm still holding on to a small hope dat mr yong will gif them a 2nd chance lor.. it's already v near to competition and we really nid them to help the team win lors.. how? haiz.. sumtimes i really cant help but think dat mr yong's out of his mind.. mayb he's too stressed and really shd take a break.. bleahs

anw, today he came to talk to me during training! 1st time talk to him lehs.. felt so happy after dat, until mr yong spoilt my mood.. haiz.. but anw, went for 1star course today.. the OAC pple and some other njcians came for it.. rowed with bala during the 1st part of the course.. at 1st we were arguing over who shd sit at the back cos both of us wan to sit at the back, den jeffrey came over and told bala to sit in front cos "she's more experienced".. haha.. felt q shuang to hear dat. anw, it was q fun though bala seems abit too zi yi wei shi.. had to keep telling him to stop canoeing cos he kept wanting to canoe off.. hm.. next sunday got 1 more session, den can get the certificate for completing 1star course liao.. BUT i'm still v depressed.. if he really get sacked, den next time will haf v little chance to c him liao lor.. even if i c him arnd, also wun b v close up.. haiz..

Friday, May 23, 2003

haiz.. DIE LAH!! today i saw him talking with mr low, but din think too much of it.. den he just told me dat he's getting sacked soon.. i dunno if it's confirmed or just a possibility dat he'll b sacked.. but anw, he refuse to tell me the reason but said he almost wanted to quit just now cos it's better to quit instead of getting sacked from the team.. how?! i'm damn worried... if he get sacked, den how? cannot!! haiz.. ze me ban?? no wonder he din seem to b happy when he 1st msg me even though he cld still joke alittle in the end.. haiz.. can tell dat he's really q bothered abt it lor.. howhowhow?! i dowan him to b sacked! arghs... *pray/hope/wish*

took the bus home with her again after the canoeing meeting.. the meeting was q scary cos every1 was being so serious.. got scolded by minjing though.. cos i was happily playing with andrea's calculator cos it has dis mario game.. "u pple r still in the mood to play games arh? dont u noe the situation we'r in?" -shrugs- the situation was not as serious as i tot it was lah.. but anw, i suddenly felt lyk withdrawing from running for exco lor.. think wad mr low said is true.. exco members will hafta take on a huge responsibility and will get lotsa scoldings from mr yong, blah.. haiz.. i dunno.. tmr's the interview.. scary...

but anw, lyk i was saying, i took the bus home with her. she seems q interested abt me and him cos she was lyk asking me if i talked to him nowadays.. (the answer, sadly, is N-O.) she even told me to take the initiative instead of waiting.. i lied to her noez.. i said i'm not waiting for anything. BIG LIE.. bleahs.. hahahaz.. q weird cos i'm still not v sure of her relationship with him.. but anw, she thinks ya yi is shuai! haha.. q surprising.. ya yi isnt ugly lah.. but i wun consider him shuai, esp. with lotsa other snr guys who r better luking than him.. but who cares? as long as she and him dun haf anything going on, i'm happy enuf.. dun hafta care abt other stuffs... hm.. he's online.. wonder if he'll msg me... :)

Thursday, May 22, 2003

Raffles Institution


The School That Suited You Most!
brought to you by Quizilla

hahahaz.. not bad considering the fact dat i'v always wanted to b a rafflesian.. but anw, there wasnt RGS in the possible results of sec schs.. was so relieved dat my result din turn out to b nanyang. wld'v fainted and tried the test again until i get sth else (anything else wld b perfectly fine, just as long as it's not nygh.) anw, i tried putting all the boring answers to the test and BIG SURPRISE! nygh was the result. hahahahahaz.. boring nanyang.. poor thing.. bleahs.. o wells.. at least i noe i suit RI huh? heex :)

aiyah.. damn sian.. hafta do so many things... esp. lit.. sux to the max man.. idiotic ms teo. still got maths test.. think i'll go home and do it den pass up on monday.. bleahs.. doesnt really matter lah.. i wun noe how to do it anw cos i din learn AP, GP and summation of series in pjc.. -shrugs-

another thing dat's making me sian is dat i'v not seen him at all today.. haiz.. he wasnt arnd dis morning b4 assembly.. din c him in canteen during break.. now it's lunch and i'm in bytes trying to get some things done (eg. the shitty proj work proposal).. damn sickening lor.. haiz.. o yah! later got dis vvv impt canoeing meeting at 5.15.. latecomers will b sacked.. hafta confess if we commited any offences summore.. (i was late for sch once and skipped maths lecture once..) wonder wad's going to happen.. so scary.. :| but nvm.. wad the hell.. i'll get to c him! (unless he's not even in sch today.. which will b damn sad for me lah..) hahahahaha.. madness.. bleahs!

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

emode's stuff..

The Love Test
sharon, when you're head over heels, you are a Prized Partner
You appreciate the finer things in life and tend to seek out others who share your refined tastes. High fashion, gourmet meals, luxurious getaways — these are the kinds of things that you enjoy. If you can experience them with a worldly, stylish mate, all the better. You are drawn to people who know how to take care of themselves and are hooked in socially. Whether you're out at a club or a restaurant opening, it's important to you to be part of the scene.

Love does change you. Whether it simply enhances who you already are, or makes you a completely different person, finding someone whose love personality compliments your own makes for the longest, happiest relationships.

Did you know?
Prized Partners tend to have higher ambition than most people do, and typically work hard to meet their goals. Because this type of person can be a perfectionist at times, they can sometimes be tough on themselves.

The Love Personality Test
sharon, your love personality type is ISTJ
About 7% of the U.S. population shares the combination of traits that make up this love type.
Being an ISTJ means that you are one cool customer. Although few would describe you as being warm, cuddly, or sentimental, many people likely see you as an important source of support in their lives. That's because when things are chaotic or falling apart, you're the type of person who can be virtually unflappable. ISTJs like you are known for being talented problem solvers. When it comes to your relationships, you usually know how to speak up for yourself so that others know what you want. But that doesn't mean you're rigid or inflexible. In fact, you're quite willing to bend for the right person. They just need to make their case honestly.

Did you know?
People of your type tend to appreciate fair play and plain talk. This can make you a loyal and trustworthy partner as well.

hm.. took the bus home from training together with her.. she told me they were nv ever together.. i also abit confused liao.. cos she luked perfectly serious when she told me.. talked alot with her on the journey.. they (sofia, her, blah) tot there's sth going on with andrew and me just cos we walked to the busstop together.. oh wells.. andrew's nice, but he's not the 1 i lyk yah? hahaz..

anw, she said they werent together b4 and i was q doubtful.. den she said sth lyk "u nv c us together b4 wad rite?" rite. definitely. i'v nv seen them together b4.. wun think they were really close if pple din tell me.. -shrugs- she kept talking abt andrew den i kept telling her andrew's not my type and she asked me wad type i lyk.. i told her the truth lah.. den she said dat actually he kinda lyks me too and dat he keeps mentioning me.. i asked her for more details, as in, wad he said abt me.. den she said he say i q - - - - (make a guess if u still dunno. hahaz), q zai (dunno y he thinks so cos i'm not really v gd yet), and dat he lyks the earring at the top part of my ear cos he thinks it's cool.. hahaz... happiness sia?

was wondering if she lied to me or sth.. but cant think of a gd reason for her to lie to me.. but anw, i told her the truth cos i wanted her to convey the msg dat he's my type to him. haha.. i'm smart arent i? heex.. hope she did go tell him wad i said. hahahaha.. okay, gotta go try to do some revision liaos.. tmr got maths and econs test.. sigh.. but, i'm still happy! nth can dampen my mood... :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

wahhh... i'm so damn happy! hahahaha.. yday after training, i heard sth from andrea dat i either 1) wld hear after some time OR 2) wld nv get to hear it in dis yr. it was so unexpected!!! hahahaha.. suddenly, life is so beautiful! i'm sooo damn happy. din think dis will happen so soon lor.. cant stand it.. feeling so xing fu.. hahahahaha.. sigh.. she shd'v told me when she found out lor!!! make me wait so long for such a great piece of news.. hm.. but wad i knew from her is the 2nd best thing related to him dat i'v heard in less than 2 wks..

A: "sharon, later i tell u sth."
Me: "huh? oh. gd news or bad news?"
A: (smiling) "for u, it's gd news."
[haha.. actually i suspected it was wad i wanted to hear but din dare to haf too high hopes..]
A: (whispering) "XX and XX broke up."
Me: HUH?! wadwadwad?"
[wanted to make sure i heard the right thing]

she repeated herself and i just started laughing lyk crazy.. cldnt help it.. hahahahahaha.. was so happy lors.. i mean, i noe i shdnt b happy dat they broke up lah.. but, i really cant help it lor.. din expect them to break up so soon.. think i'm damn lucky leh.. only waited for lyk.. less than 2wks den now it's lyk wad i wanted to happen really happened.. i noe i'm bad lah.. but.. oh wellz.. wad can i say? every1's selfish mah.. dun blame me! saw him when i went canteen to buy food b4 CL lesson, den after training receive such wonderful news. *xin hua nu fang~~* aiyah.. heex.. happiness!!! cant stop smiling to myself..

o yah. today had dis prize-giving thing.. den he so zai lor! won 2 golds and 1 bronze if i'm not wrong.. actually din noe he's so zai.. hahaha.. :) lalala~~ happiness!!!! hm.. just saw him playing bball at the bball court.. hahaz.. i also dunno y i'm so happy u noez? it's lyk.. there's nth much for me to b happy abt over the break up cos it's not as if the reason y they broke up (i think he initiated it cos i saw him smiling at her yday during training (felt abit sad at dat time cos i din noe abt the break up yet).. and i dun think a guy wld go smile at his ex if the gf broke up with him, yah?) has anything to do with me.. but obviously i hope it does haf sth to do with me lah.. bleahs.. sorry. "eeyer. cant stand u. u'r so disguesting.." -- quoted my dear laopo #3.. :)

Monday, May 19, 2003

aiyah.. so sian.. i dunno wad the hell i'm doing lors. in human geog lesson rotting... sigh.. oh yea, today got training.. can c u-noe-who. hahahaha.. bleahs.. barber's sitting just behind me.. but i dun suppose he'll do anything to me if he catch me doing dis lah.. -shrugs- downloaded msn on the com i'm using and found nobody online. hahaha.. stupid. o yah. can sumbody, anybody, just teach me how to use msn plus?!?!! i'v got the prog but dunno how to use it.. damn sianz.... nvm.. i'm really crapping.. -_-"

heex.. got perfect score fer napfa just now..
situps: 45 (cld'v and shd'v done better..)
sit and reach: 52
standing broadjump: 193cm
IFAH: 20 (q unexepected.. tot i cldnt do it..)
shuttle run: 11.0s (sadly.. *sobz*)
2.4km run: 12:28min (damn proud of dis~~ wOoOooo.. cheer fer me yah?)

Sunday, May 18, 2003

pocky munchers! ya all r gonna LOVE dis..~


Strawberry Pocky! You're energetic and you probably
bounce around a lot. You're also a bit naive,
and you probably fall in love easily.


What Kind of Pocky are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha.. tried a few times b4 i got the strawberry one actually.. kept getting choc, but now i'm strawberry! hahahahaz~*

Thursday, May 15, 2003

Amethyst


What Stone Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Another one...

What Color Is Your Aura?
We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

Emode's quiz..

What Type Are You?
You are a Sporty Girl
Which Spice Girl are you? That's easy — Sporty Spice! Fit, energetic, and ready to go for a bike ride or head out for a weekend backpacking trip on a moment's notice, you probably have more old trophies than your brother. Not to mention a closet full of athletic gear that you actually use. Your uniform is a sports bra and running shorts, and guys find you irresistible in sweats with your hair in a ponytail. Men love your tolerance for sporting events and can't believe you're willing to watch a game or two on TV. Spontaneous and open, you're friendly but not intentionally flirty. When you're on someone's team, he can't help but feel like a champ.

today's such a happy day! hahaz.. training was q tough today cos mr yong sort of went crazy or sth and i was canoeing with him. he kept shouting at every1 and was q pissed off.. was damn tired but had to keep going cos he really pushed me v hard to canoeing as hard and as fast as i can.. it's gd in a way lah.. dat's y i always enjoy canoeing with mr yong :) den anw, when we went back to shore, i got out of the K2 1st.. din noe the person sitting at the back shd get out 1st, so anw, mr yong luked q irritated when he told me so..

was damn tired when i got home and wanted to slp fer awhile, but i suddenly received an sms.. nth special rite? but guess wad.. mr yong msged me! dis is wad he said..
"Mr yong here...Sorry for pushing you extra hard during training even though you were very tired just now. I think that you have the most potential among all the girls who join after 2nd intake. I think what you said about lacking arm strength is not true. You really improve a lot. Have a good rest... This sat's training will be more relaxed"i told him i think my strokes r still q bad esp. my recovery and dat i dunno how to relax my shoulders.. den he said..
"Strokes need time to improve, but your strength, balancing, control of direction, composure and determination are excellent."can happy until die wan leh! was so damn happy, i cldnt fall asleep for a long time.. hahahahahaz :þ

CANOEING ROX.. MR YONG ROX.. hahaha

Wednesday, May 14, 2003

oh yay! he came online and came to talk to me.. hahaz.. madness.. nvm.. bleahs. i'm damn sleepy, but bu she de go slp now...

haiz.. hao bu rong yi come online, but dat person not online today.. sians..

tmr got training.. tammy and andrea wanna run from kallang to esplanade! 5km.. dunno if i can run all the way leh.. oh yah! my 2.4km timing passed canoeing test leh! hahaha.. 12.28.. passed by 2s.. but better than not passing yah? (last yr i ran 13++) haha.. made gd improvement! hahahah.. haiz..

wan to write more abt how i feel leh.. but scared pple who r not supposed to c dis, c dis.. lidat den i can really go and die liaos.. haiz.. aiyah.. wad can i say man.. i can only luk, cannot do anything else. sian.. nvm.. tmr got training.... :)

Sunday, May 11, 2003

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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hmmz...

another of emode's quiz..

What's Your True Color?
sharon, your true color is Black!
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

haiz.. so sians.. got alot of hw leh.. how to finish in a few hrs? hm.. anw, i feel v fan lor.. haiz.. y lidat wan arh.. haiz.. i kinda lyk dis snr but he got gf liaos.. but not bad lah.. at least he did say sth abt me dat made me smile lyk an idiot.. -still smiling- haha.. andrea and tammy keep asking me to jia you.. but how to jia you?! haiz.. oh wells.. i shall practise self-control! hahaha.. q hard, but i'll try lah.. keep seeing him arnd during training and he seems to b 4eva online. when he talks to me, he gifs me some kinda feeling (shall not say wad kinda feeling it is. bleahs) den v sian. summore sumtimes he'll luk at me, also dunno fer wad. haiz.. confusing....

anw i got cuts on the soles of both my feet! pain but still okay lah.. can walk arnd slowly lyk a duck lor :) q nice to b injured lehs.. pple all so nice to me.. andrew lent me his sandals, issac helped me to clean up the cuts, others all damn nice also, keep asking me if i'm okay.. den so farny k.. when i returned andrew and issac their stuffs, they said thankew to me though i shd b the one thanking them. hahaz.. feel so xing fu! hahaz.. aiyah.. but i'll feel more happy if HE doesnt haf a gf. B L E A H S . sorry. i cant help adding dat in.. bah.. i go do hw liao....

Tuesday, May 06, 2003

heys~ hahahaha.. so damn happy! tmr me not going sch.. got some kinda eye infection cos of the stupid water at kallang.. oh wells.... canoeing still rox!! hahaz.. if u din noe b4, I'M A CANOEIST!!!! njcanoeingroxnjcanoeingroxnjcanoeingroxnjcanoeingrox...

"heart and soul / heart and soul / go the distance !! NJ canoeists whoosh~~"

eh pple, buy funfair tix from me leh.. dun lidat.. (yb, i'm toking to u hor! haha) if every1 buy, den i v fast can sell finish liao lor.. ya all noe how many sms i wasted just to haf pple telling me "uh.. c 1st?" so disappointing.. but nvm lah. at least got pple buy 5 from me. hahaz.. but i noe the rest of u all not so nice.. hrmph..

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